Hello April.... It's just the second day of April, and it is already quite sucky. Ugh. Just hope that everything will be fine soon. And work is torturing me, but I believe I can pull through. I hope I can.
One happy thing last month was that I finally saw Audreyyyyyyyyyy. :')

No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. no one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. no one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what’s in it; no one is afraid to say “I love you”, they are afraid of the response.

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.


Whatever comes, let it come. What stays let stay. What goes, let go.

I miss you.