Too many things happening in just the first month of 2013, not that it was any better the previous month, but it's not getting any better with all that has happened.

Just work plus mostly stay home weekends. Sometimes I rly wonder what do I want in life, what am I doing with my life. Nights like this I just wanna curl up and lay in bed, but when insomnia takes over I feel so... Sigh.

"Life is so vulnerable, you'll never know what's gonna happen at the next moment." Cliche, but damn true. Just in the day, you were laughing and talking, then few hours later you almost left us. Guess one will never understand unless it happens to you / someone related to you / someone staying with you.

A week ago, I met up with darlg J and the rest. Can't wait to meet the rest again. How fast time flies. Sigh.

 

BUT ANYWAY SHUFFLING BETWEEN THE HOSPITAL, WORK AND HOME REALLY DRIVES ME MAD. LIKE TOTAL EXHAUSTION. No idea if I should be happy or sad that I'm on leave for the whole of February... Sigh.

Loving the new ash brown color I did just now. Gonna try sleeping now, still have to go to the hospital later. Pl0x.

And now we're into the second month of 2013...........