If it's for me, let me know;
If it is... I wanna tell you, for you, I'll wait. No matter how much it's killing me, for you, I'm willing to wait. But even if it's not, I've been waiting. Since months ago. Just that you don't know it.





I hate it when I can’t stop thinking about that one person, and deep down inside, I know they probably haven’t even thought about me once. And it kills me when you don't reply, I have absolutely no idea what is going through your mind. I really wanna know though. But I don't have the courage to ask. I don't even know what is wrong, or if there is anything wrong. Maybe it's just me...
There's really so much I'd love to tell you, to talk to you about, to ask you about, but I don't know how. I don't even know how to put my feelings into words, and yet I'm not sure if can understand my silence. Questions unanswered.




I guess this time I'll wait it out
Someday things will be perfect
It will be worth it all this time
I know things will get better
Hold it together, take your time


爱，猜不透。烦，又得不到答案。错，又不知错在哪。痛，又不能表示出来。


如果你真的不回来了...
我怕我，没有机会跟你说一声再见，因为也许就再也见不到你。要分离，我的眼泪就掉下去。我会牢牢记住你的脸，我会珍惜你给的思恋，这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去。


Sigh. Haven't been feeling this way for a very long time. I think too hard and over analyse everything, and as a result, I create these problems in my head that don't even exist. Overthinking ruins me, ruins things, turns things around, makes me worry, and just make things worse than it already is.
I'll be here, I'll be waiting, for whatever it's worth, I'll wait. I hope you miss me, like how I miss you. I haven't told you this before, but everyday when I'm at work, I think of you, and smile.

Why now? Why the sudden change? What happened? Infinity questions, unsolved, unanswered, just clogging my mind and my emotions. I just wanna curl in my bed and not do anything until you come back. Until you're ready to talk, until....
Its been a long cold night thinking about the way it was, I wish I told you how it felt. Darling every time I think I'm one step closer, you seem so far away. Don't know how to reach out to you, when you keep moving away; This is the last chance to make it right, this is the last chance before I go...

Goodnight, you. I miss you.