Friday, October 12, 2012 @ 1:07 AM
Mind over matter.

He's blowing hot and cold. You're tired of the nonsense, you're letting go. You wanna let go. But each time you set your mind on it, he comes back suddenly. "How is it possible that he's aware of what you're doing?" You wonder. Telepathic? Hopefully not.
You got off the phone with someone unexpected. The initial intention of the call was to just make fun of the other party because he was saying that he had a bad day. All in your mind was to just call and say goodnight, hoping that it will let his day start off well later on. But the call dragged on. Not too bad, not as awkward as you thought it would be. The call left you smiling, and feeling so much better after a day of confusion and anger.
Finally a Friday. And I already bought cases for my iPhone 5. Heheh. Saving up for trips + my wallet. Desperately need to catch up on my sleep. So I'm gonna crash, now. NOW. Hopefully its stay home weekend this week. Could do with the rest. Then I'll plan my first ever session of ....... Heheheh.
"Because you don't use your mind to think, you think with your heart. Which is why you are not doing what you know you should do. You let your emotions control your mind. You cannot get over it unless you do what you have to do. And this is a slap to you, to wake you up."
Wait and see where does all these lead to. No rush or hurry.