First week of work. Finally cleared my mind, got my appetite back, got my sleep hours back, got myself back. Thanks to the words of RJ. Gotta say this man has definitely helped me quite a fair bit.

Biding my time, waiting and just waiting. For what, I have no idea. Just hope that maybe one day things will get even better. I won't deny that you're someone special to me. Both you and I know it, even though we don't say it.
是你的就是你的，不是你的强求也没有幸福。

Its like, I really like you. But I really don't wanna like you because I know how you can be. I don't wanna walk down that path again. But then again, something keeps attracting me to you. I'm torn.

你是朋友还是情人，没有勇气想得太多。你的世界如此辽阔，我会在哪个角落？ "

I only wish for you to not forget me. For you to still remember me while you're gone.