3.42am, wide awake. Insomnia hitting me again after so many years. The suckiest part now? I don't even know who I can turn to.
I tried, I waited. I'm done, love faded. And after a while you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep on going on.

You cling onto memories because they're all you have left.

Major crush on someone I shouldn't even have feelings for. Don't know if he knows, but so what if he does? Why am I always stuck in this kinda one sided relationships? And yes, I'm still letting go of the previous relationship, but it doesn't mean that I shouldn't give myself a chance to fall in love again. But then again..........
We'll see how things goes. Hopefully it gets better. Hopefully a miracle will happen.

Why do I feel the distance between us is getting bigger and bigger? I'm not really prepared to let silence overtake us.

Wants: A new wallet, a watch, a pair of shades, a bracelet, a pair of pearl earrings, a new me.