Monday, July 23, 2012 @ 9:02 AM
Here comes the feeling you thought you've forgotten.
Have been shisha-ing for five days straight. I believe my lungs are dying. But I met up with RJ on Saturday for a short catch up. Happy. :) But annoying bro is still as annoying. Made him lose $20 bucks but he still sent me home, right to the doorstep. How sweet.
And I finally had some mahjong therapy, hopefully another round this weekend.
Can't wait to go JB, can't wait for round two of mahjong, can't wait to meet my bro again, and I can't wait to meet my FYPJ babies, I can't wait to get more rest. :) I need to get my heels to match my dress for Saturday!!!!!
"No matter how bad the person is to you, treat them kindly. Treat them as good as you can. Mind games."
What if it doesn't work? What if the person still continues backstabbing you? What if none of these stops? What if it carries on? Been years, and its getting worse.
"Just continue being nice. Treat them nice with sarcasm. Even if they don't know you have found out what they've done, just be nice. Guilt trip them. Mind games."
Mind games.... I've been nice for the past few years, ultra nice, super nice that everyone's calling me stupid.
"Just carry on that way. Act as normal as you can be. The ultimate winner is still you."
One of the best conversations I had.
So not looking forward to Saturday. I just wanna stay home and not go anywhere. This feeling, I believe no one will ever understand unless you've been through it yourself.