He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words.


Can't wait to meet my BF tomorrow. And I'm heading down to FEP to meet the GF for a short awhile tomorrow after going over to Big Sister's place to get my charger. And its half day Wednesday tomorrow! Yay, I'm gonna love tomorrow.

I don't usually come out with a list of things that I want, but this year I have a whole list of things that I really want.

• Polaroid camera - Panda series, (but I should be getting it this week with my pay.)
• Since I'm getting the camera, I need films too. Polaroid films.
• Slimming pills. Hahahahahaha. (Actually I'll be very happy if someone could get me the pills as a present this year.)
• And I just want to be happy.
• There's more though, but nah. Can't be arsed to type out any longer.

I'm trying not to shop online... I'm trying to resist the urge. I need to save up. For rainy days, for trips, just need to save. What should I do after my attachment ends? Sigh. I don't have any idea. I don't wanna work, but I don't have a choice do I? Ugh.
My life now revolves around work and home during weekdays. And my weekends I'd rather stay home and turn into a stone. That's how tired I am, that's how desperate I wanna stay home and rest.

I really don't wanna bother about anything anymore. I mean it. Washing my hands off everything. I only wanna bother about myself, my life, just me and myself. Nothing else matters, anymore. Nothing. Don't ask. Won't say.