The past few days have been a struggle. A very bad struggle, until today. Shit just happens, everything just crashes down together all together. Still not solving shit. But I'm really tired. I don't wanna try anymore. I don't wanna bother, don't wanna care.
To those that think they know everything and wanna stir shit up, thank you and please fuck off from my life. I don't need you in it. I don't bother if you wanna judge me, if I have a pocketful of fucks, I wouldn't even spare you some. Yknow if anything happens, and I really stop trying, you guys are partly to be blamed too. Oh well.

After a phone call, I broke down so bad. No idea who to talk to. And ended up calling Clar. Weird I know, but I felt so much better. Thank you man, thank you so much. And of course, to Bro, GF and Darlg.

Meeting one of my awesome friend later on, just to chill, talk shit and not bother about stuff. Really need to learn how to sleep. I'm losing all my sleep man dafuq.
Thank God for everyone around me. Really. Hopefully I'll get over all these. Safe.