And no one's there. Dk where the fuck is everyone. Whatever. Gonna do this. Alone. I can. 心很酸，很痛。

All I want is not someone to give me advices, I just need someone to be there for me. Even if it means keep quiet and just sitting not doing or saying anything, it means alot to me because I know there's still someone there.
But where?

Shall not cry over this whole you-say-you'll-be-there-but-you-are-not-there-when-I-needed-you issue.
Sucks to know that there's no one.

One of the reasons why I don't usually like to be too happy because it doesn't last. I can be laughing the whole day and having fun but something will definitely spoil it. Not being negative, but it happens all the time. I've learnt.


I want someone to be here now w me, psychically and emotionally, to hug me and assure me things are gonna be okay. To tell me not to be upset over this whole issue, to hug me and dry my tears, to pat my head and just be here. And probably hug me throughout the whole night to sleep.

But..................... I don't know where are you.

If this ends forever, I will learn.