It does matter, of course it matters. You talking to me like that as though i meant nothing to you, when you used to tell me how important i was to you, i was your world your universe. And the next thing i know, you don’t mean what you say, if you loved me you wouldn’t have treated me this way, it makes me feel so miserable so torn. Why must you build me up and then tear me down? Are you just another person that’s suppose to come into my life teach me a lesson and then leave? I hope not i really hope you will stay, be a little different from other guys out there. I really miss you, the old you.



Fucking sick. To top it all, my lips are peeling like no tomorrow. The water spammage and balm's not working at all. I feel like I can just drop dead at this very moment. So not surviving through school. 3 hours of virtual crap later first thing in the morning. Its only mid third week. There's still X number of weeks to go. Hell yeah, and I'm late for schoooool. Fuck my life.

Do you still need time?

You can always say sorry, but the real apology is when you hear the sadness in his voice and see the look in his eyes. And you realize that he has hurt himself just as much.

I just wanna hold you, take you by you by the hand. And tell you that your good enough even if the whole world disagrees. For you, a thousand times over.

Words don't have power to hurt you. Unless, the person who said them means a lot to you. I bet you have no idea how much your words actually cut.
Nevertheless, I want you to be the one that makes me happy. I never ever stop believing in you, in us. If its from you, I don't mind hurting. You're extraordinary. I love you B ♥.